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Time for Reflection.

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REFLECTION

The Eastertide gospels are very dynamic and active as the disciples struggle to come to terms with all that has happened. The gospels are full of movement, running, traveling, fishing, hiding. With Ascension the mood changes, it’s a quieter, more reflective time.

Jesus, who has been with the disciples in a new and very concrete way since the resurrection, has returned to the Father. This means the disciples have to adjust to another leaving, another loss and another new reality. They have to take time to reflect on all they have experienced, and they have to wait for whatever the Spirit will bring.

In this time we revisit the farewell discourses, reminding ourselves of the things Jesus has promised us. Today’s gospel acknowledges the suffering of life, the sorrow and the pain we all face. But it doesn’t stop there, having acknowledged the pain Jesus reveals another level of reality. He says to them:

“I shall see you again, and your hearts will be full of joy, and that joy no one shall take from you.”

He reminds them that no amount of suffering can destroy the joy he offers or take it away. As I look around our world today, at the wars and conflicts, the poverty, inequality and exclusion that cause so much suffering it’s hard to find sources of joy.

Yet it’s in these challenging time that Jesus promises us his joy. This time allows us the opportunity to reflect, and to acknowledge our suffering, and to open our hearts to the joy he promises.

Where are you being called to take time to reflect this Eastertide?

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Ascension

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ASCENSION

Ascension is one of the feasts I find most difficult for a variety of reasons. It’s very easy to see it as otherworldly, focussed more on eternity than on the nitty-gritty of human life. It also has an element of letting go.

Once again, we see Jesus leaving the disciples to face an unknown and uncertain future. This compels us to recognise the reality of our own uncertain and unknown future.

In my struggles to ground the feast in the reality of daily life I looked at the Scripture readings. I found two things that helped me. The first was from Matthew’s Gospel. He tells us that when the disciples saw Jesus:

“They fell down before him, though some hesitated.”

So it seems like some of those first disciples were also ambivalent about what was going on. I find consolation in that, and in Jesus’ response to it. He doesn’t criticise them or turn them away. Instead he sends them out with their ambivalence and uncertainty to spread the Good News of salvation.

The second helpful thing was in last night’s vigil reading from St Paul’s letter to the Ephesians:

“Be humble, gentle and patient always. Show your love by being helpful to one another. Do your best to preserve the unity which the Spirit gives, by the peace that binds you together.”

His words call us to strive to live up to the standard God sets not in terms of a future heavenly kingdom, but in very practical ways that we can all practice.

If we can find ways of being kind and helpful to those around us we will be able to make the Good News of the kingdom a reality in our lives and the lives of those we encounter.

Where is Christ calling you to live up to his standards in your daily life?

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A Spirit of truth and discernment.

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DISCERNMENT

In the lead up to Ascension Jesus is preparing his disciples for change. Once again they face a departure that will require them to let go of everything they thought they understood. Jesus says to them:

“I still have many things to say to you but they would be too much for you now. But when the Spirit of truth comes you will be led to the complete truth…”

His words touch on something that we both desire and fear, the complete truth. We are surrounded by voices telling us they have the truth that we need.

In today’s “post-truth” world it can be especially challenging to DISCERN the truth. We know our need for truth in order to be able to live well and with integrity, yet we struggle to know where we should turn to find it.

Jesus answers that for us, telling us he will send the Spirit of truth who will lead us this truth that we can rely on and trust. But to discover it we need to be open to and prepared.

The truth that the Spirit brings us will not necessarily appear obviously and easily. It will require us to be attentive to all that is going on in our lives and our times.

We need to be prepared to do the hard work of listening and discerning its presence in the midst of the myriad of voices that make up our daily lives. To do that we have to be prepared to let go of everything we thought we understood in order to be open to the new possibilities the Spirit brings.

As we move towards Ascension where is Christ calling you to discern the truth the Spirit is offering you?

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Remembering…

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REMEMBER

Today gospel is full of challenge. Jesus reminds us disciples that they will face persecution because of him. It’s a dark gospel for Eastertide which we think on as a time of joy and celebration.

While that is true it doesn’t wipe out the suffering that makes up any life. So today my Eastertide word is REMEMBER. Jesus tells his disciples:

“Remember the words I said to you…”

He reminds them that they can draw comfort, support and strength for the sufferings they face from his teaching. He knows that they won’t remember everything, even from their own intimate experiences with him.

He makes allowances for that. He tells them elsewhere in John’s gospel that the Holy Spirit will come and “remind” them of all he has taught him. His words remind me of the importance of memory for our faith journey.

It’s important for us as a Christian community to remember all that God has worked in the life of the church, even when the church has been broken and sinful.

t’s important each of us to remember where we have known the presence of God and the working of the spirit in our own lives, even when those lives have been full of struggle and pain.

Eastertide calls us to actively remind ourselves of the times when we’ve been aware of Christ’s presence so that we can draw strength from them to face the hardships of these challenging times we’re living through.

What is the Risen Christ inviting you to remember this Eastertide?

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Christ’s Chosen

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CHOSEN

Today’s Eastertide word is CHOSEN. We live surrounded by choices that often require a lot of time, thought and effort. This can give us a sense of control, but if I’m honest it also manages to feel both overwhelming and limiting.

We can cause ourselves a lot of anxiety in our efforts to make the “right” choice in every situation. On the surface it looks like this myriad of choices is a good thing, that’s not always the case

Jesus brings a whole new perspective to the idea of choice, reminding us that, in his love, he chose us first. His words draw me to a deeper reality that is both truer and more liberating. He says to his disciples:

“You did not choose me: no, I chose you; and I commissioned you to go out and to bear fruit, fruit that will last…”

His words go to the heart of our Christian vocation, recalling the words of psalmist quoted by St Benedict:

“Is there anyone here who yearns for life and desires to see good days?”

In our yearning for life all we have to do is to respond to the choice Christ has made. So I find these gospel words both hopeful and humbling. They remind me that my role is to listen and respond.

They call me back to humility, telling me that control is not in my hands, but in the hands of Christ. They fill me with hope as they tell me I am already chosen. Christ has already chosen me, and each one of us, and is waiting with love for us to respond to his call to new life.

How are you responding to being chosen by Christ this Eastertide?

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A moment of stillness

REMAIN

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Today’s Eastertide word is REMAIN. It’s a call to stillness in the midst of a busy, action packed season. Eastertide is so full of movement and momentum as the disciples discover the resurrection and rush to share its joy and hope.

We see it in Mary Magdalene setting out before dawn, in Peter and John racing each other to the tomb, in the disciples on the road to Emmaus turning round and rushing back to Jerusalem. This carries on in the Acts of the Apostles as the disciples begin to teach, preach and establish their new community.

In today’s gospel Jesus tells the disciples to:

“Remain in my love.”

His words are a call to pause and ground ourselves in the love of the risen Christ. It’s not a call to walk away from preaching, teaching and sharing the good news. Rather, it’s a call to ensure that all of those actions grow out from a time of stillness in the presence of the risen Christ.

That’s not always an easy call to hear especially in a world that values busyness and productivity. We are generally more comfortable being active than we are being still.

Yet, if we desire to embrace the new life the risen Christ promises, we have to learn to be still in his presence. We have to risk letting go of all our activity and busyness, and let his call to new life echo through our hearts.

Where is Christ calling you to be still in his presence this Eastertide?

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Taught by the Spirit

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TEACH

Today’s Eastertide word is TEACH. In today’s gospel Jesus is teaching his disciple about the centrality of love in all relationships. He tells them that it is central to his relationship with the Father, to his relationship with the disciples and to the disciples’ relationships with one another.

He knows they will not understand everything. So, he has a backup. He promises them that when he goes to the Father, he will send the Holy Spirit to remind them of everything taught them and to show them how to put it into practice:

“The Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you everything and remind you of all I have said to you.”

This his words, and his example, reminds me that teaching is a relational activity. It is only really effective when it’s based on a relationship of trust, openness and mutual respect. Jesus invites and challenges us to allow him to teach us everything he knows about love and relationship.

To truly learn from his teaching we have to come to him with open hearts. If his teaching is to do more than skim the surface of our lives we have to be vulnerable in his presence and to be open to change.

To allow him to teach us to love we need the humility to admit what we don’t know. Like the disciples we have to take the risk of bringing him our questions and uncertainties. Then, we have to be prepared to allow his responses to puzzle us and to change us.

What do you most need the risen Christ to teach you this Eastertide?

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Mystery and revelation

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MYSTERY

Throughout Eastertide we’ve seen the risen Christ appear to his disciple in moments of revelation and MYSTERY. We’ve also been listening to those parts of John’s Gospel where Jesus explains to the disciples who he really is.

He shares with them the nature of his relationship with his Father which is the foundation of who he truly is and of his ministry.

His explanations are moments of both revelation and of deepening MYSTERY. He repeatedly tells the disciples “I AM…” A phrase that both explains who he is, and recalls the God of the burning bush.

He explains to them the mysterious reality of his union with the Father, describing a deep union that we can only dimly grasp:

“I am in the Father and the Father is in me…”

Eastertide both reveals the risen Christ in the midst of our daily lives and shrouds him in mystery. It shows us his absolute humanness as he walks alongside his disciples, explaining the Scriptures, sharing food with them and even cooking and breakfast.

It also, as true revelation must, shows us the utter difference between our human experience and his divinity. In times like ours that want simple facts and easy truths it can be especially hard to hold those two truths in balance.

It’s tempting to tip over one way or the other, either focusing entirely on humanity of Jesus or on his divinity. Eastertide calls us to continually strive to acknowledge the tension and hold them in balance.

How is the mystery of the risen Christ touching your life this Eastertide?

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Led by the Truth

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TRUTH

TRUTH is essential for human flourishing and engagement. We need it in our personal relationships and in our societies. It helps us discern what is authentic and real. It enables us to decide who and what to trust. It alerts us to times when we need to be cautious and wary.

For centuries this has been fairly straightforward. Although there have been some differences it has been relatively easy to discover where TRUTH lies in most situations and circumstances. A broadly acceptable consensus has been maintained. This balance has required discernment, nuance and compromise.

In recent times that has changed. We have moved towards a completely individual interpretation of TRUTH which enables each of us to develop and identify with our own version of the truth, regardless of how others might perceive it.

This seems to give us a great deal of personal freedom and integrity. It also leaves us facing a multitude of TRUTHS, claiming equal validity. This is confusing covering up falsehood, increasing division and mistrust.

In today’s gospel Jesus gives us an answer:

“I am the Way, the Truth and the Life…”

His words remind me that if we give our attention to following him, he will lead us to the TRUTH. If we give this our full attention, he will guide us through the myriad uncertainties we face. He will show us the way to rediscover the TRUTH of his everlasting love that draws us into new life.

Where is the risen Christ offering to lead you into the truth this Eastertide?

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Disrupted by resurrection

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DISRUPTION

There’s nothing comfortable about DISRUPTION, yet, it’s a word that we can’t avoid in Eastertide. The very fact of the resurrection is a disruption of everything we know about the nature of life.

All of the resurrection appearances carry an element of disruption for the disciples. In different ways everyone who meets the risen Christ has their lives disrupted in lifechanging and unimaginable ways.

Today I’m reflecting on the conversion of St Paul. It’s hard to imagine a more disruptive encounter with the Risen Christ than Saul’s. As he dashes around the country persecuting Christians, his world is literally upended as he is thrown off his horse. The disruption continues after his fall when, Jesus tells him:

“I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. But rise and enter the city, and you will be told what you are to do.”

He is led into Damascus, blinded and shaken to wait until Ananias arrives to restore his sight and baptise him. Luke tells us he then begins to proclaim that Jesus is the son of God:

“Immediately he proclaimed Jesus in the synagogues, saying, ‘He is the Son of God.“

Saul moves from persecuting Christians to proclaiming the gospel. It may be that such a transformation is only possible after such a great disruption. It’s not surprising that the new creation we become in the risen Christ requires a certain amount of disruption.

To welcome him into our hearts our whole understanding and experience have to shift. We have to surrender control and allow our lives to be thoroughly disrupted.

Where is the risen Christ challenging you to allow him to disrupt your life this Eastertide?